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🥳🥳WE MADE IT TO 1 WHOLE YEAR🥳🥳 I will be honest, when I started on here, I didn't think I'd make friends, or even be a good artist. Because, the whole reason I joined was because I am a pretty good irl artist and I wanted to share that with others around the world. And, at first I did doubt myself because I didn't think people would like what I posted (especially since I used to post 5-6 times a day) but, it ended up being worth it.
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1 year agoWhen I first started, (I know this'll sounds old fashioned or like a sob story but just keep up with me here lol it's an interesting storytime), I did HORRIBLE on my first work (LITERALLY I didn't color in the eyes, the braid colors were off, it was just really bad) but anyways, overtime I actually got inspired from people who get like 200-300 likes daily, so I learned how to shade and do more techniques from them and ever since then, I've been doing nothing but improvements.
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1 year agoBut, I wasn't just improving off of here though, I took art for like 3 years and that alone taught me a lot, so I wanted something to improve more on and for coping also. Besides improvement, this app also helps with coping with anx!ety, dealing with family issues, stress, and to just color overall when you really love it. There were times where I was stressed, or have been anx!ous about things (not gonna go into detail) and when I just colored either here or irl (sometimes when I'm writing)-
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1 year agoI felt like relaxed yk?
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1 year agoI feel a lot better and it helps me calm my nerves. Something else I also doubted was making friends on here (not gonna lie when I tell you I doubted I DOUBTED) the way my mindset goes, I'm always used to things not working out or not being able to receive love (whether that be from friends or from really anyone) so when people I know tell me stuff they like about me or just like me (for example), it may not seem as much to you, but to me that means a whole lot. Usually, I always think the worse
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1 year agoLiterally ALWAYS I'm just like "yup this isn't gonna work" and stuff like that but then it's like when something good happens, it's usually very rare for me VERY RARE
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1 year agoAnd the reason is gonna sound stupid but imma say it anywayss (already embarrassed myself enough 🙄😂🤌🏽) it's not because I thought people weren't gonna like me, but because I was scared and insecure. I thought people were gonna take my pics and I felt ugly when I did it the first time, but honestly when you think about it, people don't really care in a way ig because people aren't looking like that (well...to those who stare, if you aren't ykw explain yourself 😂😐 frrr plsss lolllll)
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1 year agoUsually, I always think the worse in situations, for example; people may not want to be friends with me, people may not like me (I know this is an unhealthy way of thinking or this is a bad habit but if I could explain, believe me I would), people wouldn't be interested in ME, people would think I'm too worried or insecure (the reason I say this is because when people tell me certain things like "you're really nice" for example, I'll say "noo you" because I'm not really used to-
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1 year ago- People complementing yk?
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1 year agoNow that was a little irrelevant but sometimes that's how I think. And when I had all of those doubts, I ended up making great friends on here who accept me for who I am and not just for what I do. I may have not known you my whole life or irl (I have people like that too love emmm) but I can tell you guys love me a lot (as you should 🙄😍✌🏽). Something else that's gonna be soo irrelevant is when I actually changed my pfp to how I look.
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1 year agoSoo another thing I experienced being on here, was finding my soul mate and learning a little something called "love". Honestly, I'll be real, I gave up on love multiple times but that's because nothing was ever happening and no one did anything so I thought "might as well be single the rest of my life yk?" However, I didn't expect things to take a turn. Like I previously mentioned, I ALWAYS go for the worst. And when it comes to love, even though no one has ever c0nfessed to me (even irl)
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1 year agoIykyk, I always thought that like he wasn't showing any hints but lowkey he kinda was (I am soo proud to just be in his bio like 🤧) like he had a thing for me y'all (iyk you better say something CUZ YKKK). But no fr, that is also another day another post (seriously loll 😂😫🥰❄). But yea, I made friends, met my soul mate (not my "soul mate but like you know what I mean right??? It's not that deep yet 🙄) people staring at my pfp ("L" does that EVERYTIME because he's OBSESSED 😫)
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1 year agoHE IS SO FINE like when I tell you HE IS FINE 😭😭😭. I have NEVER EVER felt this way about somebody until I saw this boy (I'm being like fr fr 😍🙄) he's like my bestie and all and we clicked the MOMENT we met. Honestly, I actually heard of "L" before we met, I just didn't say anything. But, I had seen him several times and I'm like "who's this person??" So, I discovered him and crossed his page, and he is like such a good artist you guys like fr fr (😍😭) but anyways... lollll
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1 year agoAnd the reason is because I'm so used to people just like not liking me ig (probably because I've never really had a crush on anyone my whole life soo..🙄😭🤌🏽). Idk it's weird, but it ended up being the opposite. If you're one of my girls, then yk EXACTLY who I'm talking about, because I talk about this boy EVERY DAY (I can't even 🙄😍) but lemme explain, I do have my doubts but lemme tell you when I say that "L" (we're gonna call him that for now cuz I'm not gonna include his @ for his sake
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1 year agoAnd then after that, that's kinda just been what I stuck with (or Gloria my actual name, pretty right hehe nott🤭). But lemme tell you, all of you are just soo great 😭 like I met people like Heather, Ella (iykyk), Lily, Rebekah, Emma, other Emma (cowboy and vintage Emma iykyk), Liz, Bri, Ava, Ari ava (k-pop and ari iykyk), Liv, Joy (they gone now 🥺💖), Kyla, bri, Hannah/nia (which can't believe that but it's ok yk 💖), Angelic (most relatable person in the worlddd), Charley, Diamond, Izie
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1 year agoAnywaysss, I learned a lot about people on here too. Not everyone's the same and people are different, but as yk that's what makes all of us unique, because we're special in our own ways. And the way that some of y'all made me feel like a celebrity on here (ughh love youuu guys 🙄😍😭🤌🏽) like I feel famous negl (glory became the norm 🙄🤌🏽). My famous name is "Glory" on here. More shoutouts!
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1 year agoJazmine (ahh love herr🎵) Ally (what a sweetheart 💖), Vivienne (dance moms iykyk she's gonna come for me for saying that but OH WELL lolllll), Zaina (literally my future business partner), Nicole, Aleena (my other sweetheart like frr 🥺💖) Spinach, Caroline (I knew since last year), Abby (miss her 🥺), Lisa, Tea, Smika, Rosé (hope you're ok bestie 💖), Luna (the REAL sweetheart 💖 jk lol ly Luna <33), Karu (te amo <333), Blu (yass 🤩), Crys, Mara, Aeri (love and miss you guys 💖💖)
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1 year agoHezzy, Liza (literally my older sisters if I haven't already said that 💖💖)
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1 year agoSofia (te amo queen🥰💖), Kenadeee (miss her 🥺), Nessa (sweetheart likee💖💖 the real queen here), Mar, Syd (love you guys ☀️💖), there are so many others like (I'm not gonna name the guys because for some reason I just feel like they're gonna come for me but it's fine yk? It's fine 🤌🏽) (Lemme just name them here hold on, Ethan (the king of talent like fr 🙄🤌🏽), Asher (another king of talent 😭😭), Elijah (we're not gonna talk much about him but let's just say talent 💯 and OBSESSED 🤌🏽)
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1 year agoOli (I can't believe I'm even giving him a shoutout 🙄 nah I'm kidding 😂 he's the king of talent too 😭😭), And Lucca ("L" lolllll 🤣🤣🤣 anywaysss he's such a good artist guys 🤌🏽💯 and such a fl!rt lowkey 🥰🙄💅🏽 and a guy who FINALLY matches my energy (I'm kidding I'm kidding 🙄🤣). There are soo many others like fr fr, you guys are amazing 🤌🏽.
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